Assalamualaikum :) Fuhh fuhh. Berhabuk dah. Lama tak update. Takde masa! (malas padahal) Muahaha. Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan al mubarak ye semua. Semoga ramadhan kali ni adalah yang lebih baik dari yang lepas2. Oh yeah, I already start my new life. I mean, my college life. Alhamdulillah dah dapat sambung belajar dekat MSU. The university of choice (lah sangat). Diploma in culinary arts! Wiwiii I'm a proud culinarian's. Seriously said. Setakat ni memang fun lah belajar culinary. Masuk dapur, masak. Learn new things. New skill in cooking. New recipe given by chef. New friends. New classmate. New environment. Alhamdulilah, everything is quite fine. Stress sikit lah sebab ASSignment banyak sangat! And report kena buat every week. That is so tiring I must said. Plus, mid term is 2 weeks from now. Bila masa nak siapkan assignment. Bila masa nak siapkan report. Bila masa nak siapkan homework. Bila masa nak buat revision. Bila masa nak study. *pengsan* Have faith in yourself. Pandai bahagikan masa, boleh lah siapkan semua tu. Ye dok?

Meet my new girls. My culinarian's girls x

Rindu fyqa (my twinnie) Rindu tasya. Rindu lala.

Rindu semua yg dah lama tak jumpa. Rindu ehem ehem. *cough* :p

"Because of you I dont know how to let anyone else in."

Yeah, it's true. Dah 1 tahun 4 bulan I'm still with no one. First time dalam sejarah hidup farah saidin single lama macam ni. Ahaks mengada pulok. Ok ok. Taktahu lah nak cakap macam mana kan. Semua yg cuba nak masuk, aku tolak dengan cara baik. Sebab, "I can like more than one person but It's really hard for me to love even just one boy in my life." Secara peribadinya, sayang tu still ada. Sampai skrg. Serious. Perasaan ni aku rasa sampai lah aku jumpa someone yg betul2 hati aku terbuka untuk dia, baru hilang kot. Kalau tak, still the same. "How I wish I can hate you as much as I love you." Sekarang ni, berdoa lah. Doa tu jangan putus. Allah selalu dengar. InsyaAllah akan dimakbulkan. Kalau ada jodoh, adalah. Kalau takde, percaya lah. Yang lebih baik sedang menanti. Allah has prepare the best for us :) (ayat nak pujuk diri sendiri. Tsk tsk T____T)

Haritu dengar dekat flyfm pasal cinta monyet. Couple ni couple dari sekolah menengah and sekarang dah nak kahwin dah. MasyaAllah. Jodoh dorg kuat sangat. Eventhough they started as a "cinta monyet". Its all about jodoh. Aaaaa how I wish my love story is like their story. How I wish..

12;16am / 15 July 2013 

Throwback. 25 June 2013. I miss this day. Terima kasih belanja makan. Terima kasih jalan jalan. Sama sama sebab teman shopping. Sama sama sebab tolong pilih baju. Saya tahu baju tu cantik. Hehe. Thanks for everything on that day. Walaupun happy in pain but still, I'm happy. I miss youuuu, a lot :")

"Dont put any hope on me. I dont wanna hurt you again and again." I wont :')

Rindu sangat. Kbai.