Our first picture, together :') xxxxx

Assalamualaikum. Here we meet again, every 18 of every month. Hihi. Love, today is a very special day for me. Because today is our One Year Anniversarry! We're already 12 month together honey. I'm feel so blessed :') This is my first time my relationship stay longer for a year. Of course lah rasa happy gila. But.... not as happy as i thought i will be. Saya tahu, hari ni adalah hari yang biasa macam hari hari yang lain. Nothing special pun kan? Your anniversarry text last night, gently make me cry again. Againnnnnnn. You know what? They all wish for us at twitter. Touched :') If only they know the truth kan? Hmm I've been thinking, why we ended up to be like this? There's must be a reason why. Whether you really really dont know or you dont wanna tell me the truth. Awak, bayangkan kalau sekarang kita still macam dulu, mesti today kita keluar celebrate kan? Mesti today both of us happy gila kan? Tapi sayangnya...kita dah tak macam dulu. Jauhhhhhh sangat berbeza. Awak, i'm still waiting for you. I'm still hoping for you. I'm still want to save our relationship. I'm still waiting for a positive reaction from you. I'm still waiting for a miracle, for us. Gemuk, i do love you so much. I'm already try to live without you but i cant. Saya dah try, awak. Tapi saya tak boleh. Seriously tak boleh. I'm too missing you right now. Dah taktahu berapa banyak rindu saya dekat awak. Hope awak tahu itu :') 

I love you, Muhamad Haris bin Khairul ♥